PORT ST. LUCIE, Fla. —
This is the second time I’ve started off a column like this.
I have oft been the one to forgive people.
I have oft had to beg for forgiveness.
And I’m not sure there’s a more powerful aspect of life than
being able to forgive someone who wronged you. And yet, having watched the
first part of Lance Armstrong’s interview with Oprah Winfrey tonight, I can’t
help but think — how anyone could forgive this guy is inconceivable.
And it’s not because he was a complete and utter fraud and
liar — no, that’s not it at all.
It’s because of the attacks he waged with on so many people
who were truthful.
It’s because he lied under oath, and made the questioners
look like the bad guys.
It’s because even in his moment of contrition, it looked
more to me like he was angry, not at himself for the lies he purported — but
because he got caught and was forced, in essence, to spill his soul to the
world through Oprah.
And I’ll be honest here — I never quite understand why
leagues and organizations strip titles earned. This happened a few months ago
with Penn State University when the NCAA took away the university’s football
wins from 1998 on. Every win they had now goes in the books as a loss, even
though they were, well, wins.
And in the case of Armstrong, it makes little sense to me
that his Tour de France wins were stripped. He did, after all, kind of win
those races along side others who doped.
He just doped “better” than the others.
But in the court of public opinions, I could never see
allowing this man to be involved in this sport again.
And ironically, again, it’s not because he doped.
Plenty of athletes have done that — have come clean — and
redeemed themselves.
It’s simply because of his attitude.
During the interview, Armstrong swallowed hard numerous
times. As a former teacher, I remember seeing that hard-swallow every time a
student got caught in a lie. In the interview, it made me wonder just how truthful
he was being with Oprah.
Couple that with the attitude, and we’ve got a most
detestable, insufferable man who is sorry.
Not sorry he bullied people.
Not sorry he doped.
Not sorry he lied.
Not sorry he ruined lives.
Sorry only, however, because he was forced to tell the
truth.
I can only hope he never again gets a chance to lie again.
Or, for that matter, to tell the truth, too.
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